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\"\"Jag vet inte f\u00f6r vilken g\u00e5ng i ordningen jag nu ans\u00f6kt om arbetsstipendium fr\u00e5n F\u00f6rfattarfonden. P\u00e5 n\u00e5got s\u00e4tt k\u00e4nns det som att oddsen blir s\u00e4mre f\u00f6r varje g\u00e5ng, \u00e4ven om det h\u00e4vdas motsatsen. Vi \u00e4r m\u00e5nga som vill ha en del av kakan. Jag \u00e4r f\u00f6r gammal. Jag har ett fast br\u00f6dkneg. Jag har inte varit tillr\u00e4ckligt produktiv och ut\u00e5triktad. Skulle det h\u00e4nt s\u00e5 skulle det h\u00e4nt f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge sedan. N\u00e4r en var ung och nybakat skrivarkursgeni. T\u00e4nker mitt pessimistiska jag. Men s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge det d\u00e4r avslaget inte har anl\u00e4nt s\u00e5 l\u00e4mnar jag en \u00e4nd\u00e5 liten lucka av hopp \u00f6ppen (Give me all your money, you bastards!)<\/p>\n

Under de senaste \u00e5ren har det blivit allt tydligare att det \u00e4r i just skrivandet som jag hittar n\u00e5gon slags substans i min identitet. Fan, jag har till och med sakta b\u00f6rjat acceptera att jag trots allt \u00e4r ganska bra p\u00e5 det jag g\u00f6r. Under de senaste \u00e5ren har det ocks\u00e5 blivit allt tydligare att kroppsarbete p\u00e5 heltid \u00e4r f\u00f6r\u00f6dande f\u00f6r mitt m\u00e5ende, s\u00e5v\u00e4l fysiskt som psykiskt (det g\u00e4ller sannolikt oss alla). Det \u00e4r fan inte v\u00e4rt det. D\u00e4rf\u00f6r har jag s\u00f6kt om tj\u00e4nstledigt p\u00e5 20% fr\u00e5n och med mitten av september. Det kommer att bli k\u00e4nnbart ekonomiskt, och just d\u00e4rf\u00f6r h\u00e5ller jag tummarna extra h\u00e5rt f\u00f6r ans\u00f6kan till F\u00f6rfattarfonden. Men det frig\u00f6r en dag i veckan som jag kan vika helt och h\u00e5llet \u00e5t litteratur p\u00e5 ett eller annat s\u00e4tt. Det \u00e4r inte mycket, men det \u00e4r n\u00e5got, och jag ser fram emot det med sp\u00e4nning. Jag hoppas att det kan ge mer struktur och fokus \u00e5t skrivandet, att liggande projekt kan f\u00e5 ett (snabbare) avslut. Kanske blir jag ocks\u00e5 en n\u00e5got mer harmonisk person p\u00e5 kuppen. H\u00e5ller tummarna f\u00f6r det ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jag vet inte f\u00f6r vilken g\u00e5ng i ordningen jag nu ans\u00f6kt om arbetsstipendium fr\u00e5n F\u00f6rfattarfonden. P\u00e5 n\u00e5got s\u00e4tt k\u00e4nns det som att oddsen blir s\u00e4mre f\u00f6r varje g\u00e5ng, \u00e4ven om det h\u00e4vdas motsatsen. Vi \u00e4r m\u00e5nga som vill ha en del av kakan. Jag \u00e4r f\u00f6r gammal. Jag har ett fast br\u00f6dkneg. Jag har inte … <\/p>\n

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