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T\u00e4nder. Galenskap.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

Trots att mitt l\u00f6nearbete g\u00f6r mig till en tr\u00f6ttk\u00f6rd och h\u00e5l\u00f6gd m\u00e4nniska, har jag \u00e4nd\u00e5 det senaste \u00e5ret lyckats bibeh\u00e5lla en slags rutin med att skriva en timme varje morgon innan jobbet. Ett manus som kretsar kring t\u00e4nder p\u00e5 ett eller annat s\u00e4tt. Och vanmakt. Och beroende. Och t\u00e4nder. M\u00e5nga tidiga mornar, och helt pl\u00f6tsligt l\u00e4gger jag handen p\u00e5 de sista texterna till en ny diktsamling – Bam! Det k\u00e4nns konstigt. B\u00e5de salt och s\u00f6tma. N\u00e4r jag skriver s\u00e5 skriver jag bara liksom, men n\u00e4r det ska l\u00e4mna tryggheten p\u00e5 h\u00e5rddisken infinner sig ett br\u00e5ddjup av tvivel p\u00e5 varenda ord. N\u00e5, redan den 8 juli f\u00e5r jag tillf\u00e4lle att testa n\u00e5gra av dikterna, n\u00e4r jag l\u00e4ser jag p\u00e5 den nationella poesiscenen p\u00e5 Tran\u00e5s at the Fringe<\/a>. Det blir ocks\u00e5 andra g\u00e5ngen i mitt liv som jag l\u00e4ser poesi fr\u00e5n scen nykter (inshalla). Jag kan inte ens b\u00f6rja f\u00f6rklara hur j\u00e4vla nerv\u00f6st och fruktansv\u00e4rt det kommer att k\u00e4nnas. Jag placerar handen p\u00e5 den gl\u00f6dheta plattan g\u00e5ng p\u00e5 g\u00e5ng, t\u00e4nker att endera dagen kommer jag inte att br\u00e4nna mig. Sj\u00e4lva definitionen av galenskap.<\/p>\n

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h\u00e5let efter din kindtand<\/b><\/em><\/p>\n

h\u00e5let efter din kindtand
\nrymmer en \u00e4rta, en tungspets
\neller en sm\u00e4rre arbetsmarknadskonflikt<\/p>\n

ett ytterst begr\u00e4nsat utrymme
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h\u00e5let efter din kindtand
\n\u00e4r den tomma stolen
\nn\u00e4r du inte dyker upp p\u00e5 fackm\u00f6tet
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h\u00e5let efter din kindtand
\n\u00e4r en \u00f6vergiven parkeringsficka
\nl\u00e4ngs E22:an sent om natten
\nen plats d\u00e4r sj\u00f6rapportens alla fyrar
\nsamlas f\u00f6r att sakta slockna<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Trots att mitt l\u00f6nearbete g\u00f6r mig till en tr\u00f6ttk\u00f6rd och h\u00e5l\u00f6gd m\u00e4nniska, har jag \u00e4nd\u00e5 det senaste \u00e5ret lyckats bibeh\u00e5lla en slags rutin med att skriva en timme varje morgon innan jobbet. Ett manus som kretsar kring t\u00e4nder p\u00e5 ett eller annat s\u00e4tt. Och vanmakt. Och beroende. Och t\u00e4nder. M\u00e5nga tidiga mornar, och helt pl\u00f6tsligt … <\/p>\n

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